Have you ever had that chilling sensation when your first love touched you? Or that cold chill that makes you flop like a fish out of water for a brief second?
I get those all the time with Quincy. Everytime he looks at me, my face gets instantly hot and red, like I am shy. But I am not shy with him at all. I tell him everything. No secrets between us... Ever. Anyways, the 30th was the first time I had seen him in a month and a half. I had everyone of those feelings the whole day we were together! It felt, AMAZING, to have that back in my life. I love that feeling, I love that kiss, I love that touch, I love that smile, he makes me happy. Really happy.
We talk about our first date all the time, talk about the backroading adventure, while teaching me to drive a stick, and stopping off at the cemetery. The cemetery, we played Hunter Hayes' song Wanted and we just kinda sat there and talked. We were really quite, and timid. We both moved in to sit kinda close at the same time, I looked at the sky, he had to have been looking at me, I could feel it. I looked at him, looking at me. He leaned in, I leaned in, I hesitated. Then he put his hand on my waist, and I caved. I let his lips touch mine, and boy that feeling, that AMAZING fish out of chill water flop feeling, I didn't want to stop. Sure enough it was curfew. I had to get home, so we say in the drive way till 2 am. And we talked, he let me lay on him, and we talked about him comin back to be with me. Talked about him moving here. Talked about him coming to ride horses, and he couldn't stop kissing my forehead. It was a perfect night, that feeling that he gave me, left me speechless. Incredible.



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